knowledgeable

salam

Many of my friends and family always said that

I have high level of general knowledge comparing to theirself

But I still felt like an alien most of the time,

 when people were discussing something that I don’t know

I always afraid I have nothing to said because of my lack of general knowledge

So the truth is.......

I’m high ego person that will never or would never admit ‘I don’t know’ about something

Sometimes I need to admit ‘I don’t know’

And that hurt my pride guys

That why I always busy reading

Not matters on internet, newspapers, gossip magazine, novel, comics

As long as I read and gain something

Sometimes reading comic makes me things critically about the issues being mentioned

Nowadays everything that make me curious

Everything that I eavesdropping from other people conversation

I’ll straightly google the answer

The power of internet

‘dunia dihujung jari’

And for me this kind ego is a good ego for me

People always see me as knowledgeable person

Even the truth I works thousand times harder than everybody to understand the issues and topics

And I was influenced by my favourite people in life [kwn-kwn baik laki dan pompuan]

That are so knowledgeable,

we can ask everything and they got critical answers for everythings

it’s not only yes or no answers but they will gave concrete reasons to support their answers

I totally love this kind of person

And I want to be like them too

" knowledgeable person not born with it they find the knowledge their own"

cheap and desperate

Salam

As a girl I totally hate my own species or gender that desperately show they need boyfriend in their life

It’s like they can’t live without man

Common girls, nowadays women can handle lots of things...

Yes sometimes we need men to help few things that cannot be handling

But as long the things we can settle our own, do it our self,

don’t desperately trying to show you’re too feminine a.k.a lemah gemalai

Grow up in the family that has 5 siblings girl

With strict india muslim parents

My parents taught me well

We’re independent and tough outside and inside

My policy ‘instead being judge as cheap and desperate better people judge me as arrogant and snobbish’

And yes I hate those fake feminine things

Feminine is not only thru your clothes or action

But it more inside your heart

You can cheat people surround you,

but you never can cheat your own self or heart

Be yourself

If people hate you because of it’s…

Lets it be because that it is your identity instead or pretending with other personality that does resemble your own self

once the secret will burst and people will go away from you

p/s: my fifty sen opinions again

I’m my own enemy

Salam..

Even my parents name me hasnah mean baik in arabic,

I think me not baik at all,

I always betrayed my own self,

There are few times I want to change myself into better muslim,

But I always delayed it’s because I think people with laugh at me,

But times fly

NOW I am serious about that

It’s just a matter of time

And it will be soon

Few step towards will be taken

The main reason

I LOVE MY LATE DAD,

I’m aware everything’s that I do or did he will get the shares

I might not a good daughter when he is live,

but I want to be good daughter when he not alive

and the bad hasnah always full of ego[genetic from my own dad],

I always want to change bcoz I want to do it

When people forced me,

Or when my mum, sisters or anyone advice me

I won’t listened even the facts I want do it,

I am telling myself,

I’ll do it for my own sake,

With my own willingness,

once I do it I’ll do it full hearted

and the things keep delays bcoz it not easy to change everythings

now the ego hasnah admit..

I should change step by step

Maybe consistent my prayers,

learn al-quran seriously,

change my clothes,

change my mind

       

Yes now I afraid of my own shadows and darkness again

My bad side told me it’s not easy

my good side is telling me Allah love me

that why he giving me chance all this time

he lets me working with working clan that always trying became better muslim everyday

he lets me felt bored worked in kl so I moved back to Kedah

he gave me good brain to always seeks for knowledge,

so I done lots reading regarding Islam,

But I was ego,

I know the knowledge but never want to practice

Than I remember one phrase that my friend always say

‘kadang-kadang ilmu dan kelebihan yg ALLAh bg kpda kita adalah bukan kelebihan tetapi ujian untuk kita, samada kita berkongsi ilmu or kelebihan kita, practice ilmu or kelebihan kita, sampai satu masa bila Allah dah mula marah dia akan tarik segala nikmat yg diberikan’

Well saying from my favourite person

And this words always bothering me

Insyallah I’ll change

salam

bila godek -godek blog kesayangan nie

baru perasan bulan sept aku ada dua-tiga entry yg tersangkut dlm draft

dah tulis tp x edit,xdak pict

last-last berkubur macam tue aja

tgk-tgk october ada entry lain

hehe da most rajin person[hasnah] huahu

was super dupper triple malas at da time

so skg dah rajin kembali

so aku akan publish semua draft tue mengikut susunan yang sepatutnya

Adam dan Hawa

salam

aku tgh gigih menonton drama adam dan hawa secara online skg

sebagai peminat novel melayu tegar sejak zaman kanak-kanak

aku sangat la mengalu-alukan bila para producer, 

berlumba-lumba nak adaptasi novel-novel, 

ke bentuk drama dan movie..

sungguh lah senang hati aku mendengarnya hehehe

walaubagaimanapun,

tak semua novel yang diadaptasi tue, 

menghasilkan drama dan movie yang best,

contoh tak best adalah bicara hati

contoh yang best nora elena, trilogi cinta,ombak rindu..

dan aku sangat la teruja last year,

bila aku dapat tahu ,

yang novel-novel aisya sofea akan diadaptasi ke drama di astro

bila dah mula trailer masuk ke tv

aku bersedih kejap sbb umah sewa aku tv pun tak ada

astro mustika lagi la tak ada kan

tapi akhirnya aku berjaya juga tengok secara online

dan aku bertambah teruja,

bila drama adam dan hawan yang diadaptasi 

bagi aku sangat la menjadi

faktor kejayaan dia..

para pelakon yang outstanding

trailer adam hawa nie pun dah nmpk best

dan bagi aku pelakon-pelakon di la yang buat cerita nie jadi best...

majoriti sangat natural bila belakon

pelakon bukan dipilih atas dasar cantik dan kacak semata-mata...

antara pelakon-pelakonnya...

aaron aziz sebagai adam mukriz 

 [kita mmg sedia makhlum yg yang abg long nie berlakon apa pun mesti mjadi nye}

Nadiya Nissa sebagai ain hawani

[bagi aku watak ain hawani nie sangat la menjadi, sangat natural dan dia la jugak yang buat penonton melekat dgn drama nie]

Anzalna sebagai dee

[jugak sgt menjadi..tgk aja si Dee nie trus rasa menyampah meluat n nak muntah]

sekarang adam dan hawa nie sampai episode lapan

dan episode seterusnya akan lagi seronok

sebab selepas nie akan ada conflict

so kepada semua

selamat menonton...

Jejak Kasih Intan 1

 Salam...

aku dulu sekolah menengah time f4-f5 dekat seberang laut, dkt langkawi. so selepas ambik sijil spm boleh dikatakan aku tak pernah berkesempatan nak berkumpul dgn kawan-kawan sekolah macam org lain. majoriti batch aku jugak students dari seluruh pelosok kedah dah malaysia...jadi zaman belajar dkt universiti, sgt payah nak berkumpul sebab cuti sems tak sama...skg ja cuti sem semua university sama serentak...

bila dah habis study, first year keja, masing-masing kena beralah bab cuti dan kena campak jauh-jauh dari kampung halaman tercinta..

tetapi sekarang keadaan lain...

dan majlis perkhawinan Hana menjadi titik pertemuan kami semua setelah tujuh tahun..tujuh tahun tue satu tempoh masa yang lama dan banyak benda yang berubah...

masing-masing dah besar panjang dan matang dalam kehidupan..

kami bertujuh dengan pasangan pengantin baru..siap kami jadi extra untuk di orang pun  official photographer

                                    

                                   kak pah, tqah, midah,wana,ieda dan cik ti

masing-masing jeleous hana yang menamatkan zaman bujang paling awal antara kami semua...tahniah hana...

pict.pengantin selepas siap make up...mesti gila nervous kan..hishhh

Last pict...adalahhh

NEXT WEDDING goes toooooo............ hehehehehe

Aidilfitri 2012

 salam....

selamat pagi cikgu [suara upin ipin]

sudah masuk minggu ke-tiga syawal baru rasa rajin hendak update gambar raya...

biasalah...

lately saya sangat rajin berkerja dengan tulang empat kerat,

 sampai segala menda lain di 'ignore'[kononnya]

syawal yang sempurna..

full house buat tahun ke-dua

cuma arwah ayah ajak yang tak ada 

tapi masa berlalu,

hidup dah mati adalah satu kemestian

life must go on

jom layan pict raya aku.... 

gambar para cucu dengan da only madam besar in da hse

family photo di petang hari raya...dah jadi tradition plak bergambar ptg raya pertama..sesudah muka bergelen minyak,sebab basuh pinggan mangkuk hehe  

   

      family akak first...dah pakat jadi anak dara dah anak buah aku nie

                   

                           family akak second...yang nie anak buah dalam perjalanan menuju alam remaja hehehehe

 

family akak yang ke-tiga...nie anak buah masih dalam golongan bayi dan kanak-kanak bawah umor hehehe

ini time malam raya..kanak-kanak dgn bunga api, mercun n pelita mana boleh dipisahkan...tapi bdk-bdk nie tahun nie tak main mercun...tak diapprove main mercun..BAHAYA k

time nie lawak gila...plan asal nak snap anak buah yg girls aja..skali smgat si nazim nie mintak nak masuk skali dlm pict...olooo k.  la 'wahai kumbang ditaman mai masuk bergambar dengan bunga-bunga di taman larangan nie' hehehehe sweet ja nazim dalam pict nie.

LASTLY...

selamat hari raya aidilfitri dari owner blog nie kepada semua blogger yang melawat dan terlawat hehehe...maap zahir dan batin andai kata ada apa yang ditulis dalam blog nie menguris hati sesiapa secara sedar atau tidak sedar...

kosong-kosong la nooo[intonasi najwa latif hehe]