Salam..
Even my parents name me hasnah mean
baik in arabic,
I think me not baik at all,
I always betrayed my own self,
There are few times I want to change
myself into better muslim,
But I always delayed it’s because I
think people with laugh at me,
But times fly
NOW I am serious about that
It’s just a matter of time
And it will be soon
Few step towards will be taken
The main reason
I LOVE MY LATE DAD,
I’m aware everything’s that I do or
did he will get the shares
I might not a good daughter when he
is live,
but I want to be good daughter when
he not alive
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and the bad hasnah always
full of ego[genetic from my own dad],
I always want to change bcoz I want
to do it
When people forced me,
Or when my mum, sisters or anyone
advice me
I won’t listened even the facts I
want do it,
I am telling myself,
I’ll do it for my own sake,
With my own willingness,
once I do it I’ll do it full hearted
and the things keep delays bcoz it
not easy to change everythings
now the ego hasnah admit..
I should change step by step
Maybe consistent my prayers,
learn al-quran seriously,
change my clothes,
change my mind
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Yes now I afraid of my own shadows and
darkness again
My bad side told me it’s not easy
my good side is telling me Allah love me
that why he giving me chance all this
time
he lets me working with working clan
that always trying became better muslim everyday
he lets me felt bored worked in kl so
I moved back to Kedah
he gave me good brain to always seeks
for knowledge,
so I done lots reading regarding Islam,
But I was ego,
I know the knowledge but never want
to practice
Than I remember one phrase that my
friend always say
‘kadang-kadang ilmu dan kelebihan yg ALLAh bg
kpda kita adalah bukan kelebihan tetapi ujian untuk kita, samada kita berkongsi
ilmu or kelebihan kita, practice ilmu or kelebihan kita, sampai satu masa bila
Allah dah mula marah dia akan tarik segala nikmat yg diberikan’
Well saying from my favourite person
And this words always bothering me
Insyallah I’ll change
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